Yee’s

聽過一個說法，人在壓力沒有那麼大的時候會喜歡做夢，但我好像在壓力特別大的時候才會做夢。在夢境裡我大多數很清晰的知道自己正在做夢，偶爾不清楚的時候，那些通常都是可怕的夢魘。

夢裡的我比起人性而言，更傾向動物性的存在。在夢裡，性、殺戮、快樂以及悲傷，通常都是非常清晰的，比起致力或是人性而言，動物性的情緒與情節更多，是否預示著我一直想要掙脫人性，這並不得而知。

我想精選一些我的夢，雖然他們部分會與失落10年重疊，畢竟在兒童乃至青少年時代，我總是做夢，那些夢境是我的一部分，可能預示著我對現實的害怕，可能在潛意識裡警示些什麼。

I heard a theory that people will dream while they’re not that stressed, but it doesn’t work for me, I dreams when I’m under great pressure mostly. The dreams I had are usually lucid, sometimes, if I wasn’t sure, they were nightmares after all.

The contents of my dreams are more animalistic than humane. I dreamt about sex, killing, orgasm, strong feeling of happiness and sorrow, maybe they shows how desperately I want to escape the yoke of humanity ( or social protocols).

That is, I’m collecting these dreams, thought partially of them will be overlapped with the “losing 10 years” series. I was always dreaming, during my childhood and teens, those dreams are part of myself, they could be alive the the fears of the waken worlds, might be warning something during subconscious.

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