在某個迷惘的時間點，我看完了一部說說這條路的電影。
那幾個寒冷的日子，我在溫暖而狹小的房間
邊流著淚邊看鏡子裡的自己
我認不得那個人是誰
鏡子只有反射出一個軀殼——一個沒有靈魂的臃腫有機體
於是我在瀕臨崩潰的邊緣決定放逐自己
要上路了，我即將要上路
要上一條通往世界盡頭，也可能是我生命盡頭的路
我很希望自己能在這條將近750公里的步行路上得到什麼
但或許我終將只有軀殼的實體回饋
Buen Camino
下火車的那刻我和每個帶著登山背包的人相視而笑
我們都在尋找
2017/05/01 我在臉書寫下了這段文字，那個時候的自己碎裂成一塊一塊的。沒有成就感、沒有自信。我就是一個空有軀殼沒有靈魂的人。於是在失控自殺之前我決定放手一博。坦坦蕩蕩的做一次自己。做一次真正的，不在想要如何迎合別人，如何成為大家口中「完美小姐」的自己。
重新開始寫網誌的起因也是為了要把相關的資料一個一個搬進這個網誌當中，當作是對自己的膠帶，也希望自己在10年、20年後回放自己20世代的瘋狂之時能有個紀錄。
I was frustrated at myself. Feeling depression because losing my life goal. What should I do? What’s the future? There’s no answer. I couldn’t recognize the girl in the mirror, the reflection of myself only showed a loser, a 23 year old girl with no skills, no friends, no spirit.
I kept asking who am I, but no voice answered me. My heart was broken into pieces, there was no way to repair. So I decided to expel myself from my home land. I wanted to find out the answer. The answer that give me reason to continuing this life. There I came to the Camino.
The reason why I started writhing blog again is that I want to record my journey in that miracle May day, those sweet moment and tough time. Maybe after 10 years, when I look back to my crazy 20’s, I still have some pace could be tracked.
Catalog.
Yee’s 